~hOPe~

hope to be there..

hope to get it..

hope to realise..

hope to had happiness..

hope to gotta accompany..

it's just hope..

why i should try to hope something that i know i can't get it??

i should give it up..

i should know it from the start..

but i'm so stubborn..

i know u known about it..

i know u wanna me to stop doing this..

but don't u know my feeling??

what happen to me??

every times, everywhere i go..

i just had u in my mind..

in my heart..

its come naturally..

i'm also didn't understand why..

but i'm honest with this feeling..

i try to fade it away..

i try to not to being far..

but i can't..

the farther i try to escape from it..

its became more nearly to me..

what would i do??

sometimes when i hurt a lot..

i try to cure it by myself..

i hope u there..

but what can i do??

i try my harder to not thinking about it..

i swear!! i try..

but i still can't..

i just wanna u to be accompany..

accompany my sorrow, my pain, my joy..

hope we can do it together..

but it's seem like we can't..

don't get worry :)

i'm not here to ruin your life..

i'm still learn to find my own self..

myself..

i'm sorry if i'm was going to far..

i'm so sorry..