~aM I doNE??~

whether this feeling is enough?
heart is like to bear a burden that is not the end ..
trying to be the best to get a good response ..
is like a torture but a very significant ..
I do not know if I should smile or cry ..
the preoccupation with, I might be lost ..
why this always happens to me?
I suffered quite this problem ..
Give a little happiness for me ..
for me to taste the sweetness of this life ..
but nothing i can do..
just go with the flow and take it as my fade..
i might such a annoying person..
and i'm so sorry to be that..
am i done??
should i stop doing this??
i don't wanna lose or being abandoned..
my heart is hurt a lot..
please make me strong..